i'm in between
that prickly feeling
and a numb
nothingatall,
like blue blood toes
on the bathtub floor,
i sting
like a cold morning shower,
a car crash dream,
you'll never
see me coming
but i go on
and on
and on
i'm as hollow
as my red eyes look,
empty and unreflected
i'm just as sad as you expected
but we can fuck and call it something
even though we don't feel anything
i won't ask you where yr love is
pretend i won't think 'nothing of it
i can cry like it's a habit
sink the ship like there's no end to it
i am here to bring you down
i'm the frozen lake that you will drown in
and you'll never know what happened
I really needed this just now. Thank you.
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